친구...없다.

What's the point of having Facebook, Twitter, MySpace and all other social networking sites when it makes you feel even more...


...alone?

The H-Soul Genre

First solo mini album from Fly To The Sky's Hwanhee after FTTS disbanded.

I like this track the most.

Fly Me Away

어디 좀 가고 싶어...

슬플 때 항상 어디 좀 가고 싶다.

이상하지?

그냥 자기에서 나가고 싶어.


왜 그렇게 슬퍼?


밤 때문인가?

내가 여자 때문인가?

이 마음의 신비...


...


그냥 자.

내일 꼭 괜찮을 거예요.

If You Don't Even Know My Name...

Taeyang - Where U At

...don't make me yours, Taeyang.

Other than that, you have great dancing skills and I love your t-shirt and cap.


Just when I want to refrain myself from Kpop, YG Entertainment now pull a GDragon and Taeyang on me.


And did you know that K.Will got diagnosed for swine flu recently? My poor favorite. Hope he gets better soon. And Brian Joo was saying that he might be coming down with a cold. I told him to not get sick by mentioning K.Will's case, without a 'please' even. It's an ORDER! XD


...

My results just came out. Interestingly, I feel sad even though it only has more Bs than As. At least my record has been around there. Hehe.

My Heart Is Becoming Black

Hahaha...no no. Just kidding.

Been picking up lyrics writing again recently.

This time, I try to stop being so practical and be a bit more sentimental.

And so far, it works.

I hope.


I still want to compose or rather fill in the lyrics instead of the other way round...

My style leans more heavily on K-ballads now. The thing bout Korean lyrics is that they are actually quite simple yet poignant. Whereas Mandarin lyrics need to be more poetic. Not that I'm complaining. But what I meant by style is that I'm placing the lyrics as the melody goes regardless of the logical flow of the melody. Uh...okay, I'm not making a very clear explanation here... :(

Now all I need is a composer.


Verse 1:
差一點就冷卻了
腦海裡的一片空白
失去知覺的回憶
白晝分不清了
你到底去了哪裡

Verse 2:
然而你不回來了
從此分成兩個地帶
失去回頭的意義
能夠做的就是這樣了

Chorus:
我忘記我曾經是誰
以為以前能付出的 現在已經化成灰
一生的淚水彌補不了心裡的傷悲
最好治療不止安慰

我忘記幸福的滋味
再遇到愛再付出時 也許可能找得回
就在分手那時刻我心裡下了決定
忘記我曾經是誰

Instrumental voiceover:
[널 사랑했었는데
이제 다 잊겠다]

Bridge:
差一點就冷卻了
腦海裡的一片空白
失去知覺的回憶
就讓它隨時間飛散去


Translation:

Verse 1:
It almost froze
This empty space in my brain
This unconscious memories
I can't differentiate between day and night
Where are you?!

Verse 2:
Yet you won't come back
From now onwards we are separated into different spaces(literally: zones)
I've lost the reason to turn back
What I can do is only this

Chorus:
I forgot who I was
I thought those that I could give then now becomes nothing
A lifetime of tears cannot cure my heart's sorrow
The best cure doesn't stop at just comfort and solace

I forgot how happiness taste like
Maybe when I meet love again when I give again I can find it back
At the moment when we broke up I have already made up my mind
To forget who I once was

Instrumental voiceover:
I loved you but now it's time I forget all

Bridge:
Almost frozen
This space in my brain
The unconscious memories
Just let it dissipate away with time

You Might Just Come Back

Dream Concert 2009 - 2PM's first stage without Jay Park (JaeBeom)
(his vocal parts and his places in the choreography were retained)

돌아올지도 몰라. You might just come back.

Meh.

To tell you the truth, I am tired of new groups debuting like flies this year. Especially girl groups who are singing dance pop. We had fiery debuts and comebacks during the second to third quarter of the year, bringing in new names like 4Minute and T-ara, and who can forget SM's new pride and joy, f(x) or YG's lady group 2NE1.

But. oh well. Bring it on and see if you can revolutionize your dance moves like Brown Eyed Girls' "Abracadabra" saucy hip swing or Kara's "Mister" butt dance.

You know who I'd like to see for a comeback?

Girls' Generation

Yo my girls' generation,

kara t-ara,

after school with diva,

the numbers keep on coming,

like 4minute and 2ne1,

both have won at number one,

f(x)'s amber i say this to you,

no matter ham or topaz or secret that is true,

i want nobody nobody nobody but you (Wonder Girls).

Behind The Voice...

...lies an adorkable Changmin. Loved the bossanova version.



...and with his crazy yet lovable teammate Jo Kwon.

But there will always be:

Am I...?

Shallow?
Proud?
Condescending?
Hypocritical?
Pretentious?
Two-faced?
Over-confident?
Foolish?
A show-off?
...


나쁜 난
.

Albeit A Little Late.

This Song 이 노래- 2AM

To be honest, I never gave any interest to JYP artistes. Then again, I never gave any interest to SM artistes nor YG artistes either until of late.

Thanks (no thanks?) to Kpop entertainment sites, I got to know the mainstream Kpop, see them on stage, working really hard, sacrificing blood, sweat and tears.

I have not seen other entertainment agencies work their artistes this hard. And suddenly I am filled with this kind of love for them. Not in the fangirl way, rather in a sisterly, motherly way. It's that kind of affection that makes me want to befriend all of them and work with them.

These artistes start off really young. Jo Kwon of 2AM, for example, started training at around the age of 13.

I used to see these artistes in a very different light. When they do crazy and questionable things that went against my perception of guys in general, I was a little put off.

Then...strangely, due to the 2PM Jay's controversy, I began to see artistes as how I see them now. Partly because I'm also training vocally, though I'm not a trainee, per se. Partly because I began to understand them from their viewpoint.

And slowly I grow to love them, not all the time, still. But somehow knowing that I may not be able to give as much as they do, makes me respect them all the more, love them all the more.

I won't agree with everything they do, though they do inspire and encourage me to excel in my talents, grow my wings and fly with confidence.


Thank you, my dear Kpop artistes.



(RE: Video. The guy in the specs singing the most lines is Changmin and has the best voice, imo. I just love his voice and how he carry softness and strength at the same time. And he's pretty witty too! Now that is fangirling...XD)