Remember Me This Way

It would be a bad day to blog.

Carissa and David will be leaving in just a few hours time. Chia Pei left a month ago. A few more leaving later in June. Many had left.

I have nothing to offer them. Sadly, I can't be a good friend when I don't see my friends anymore which is really awful, cause procrastination on my part will make me look bad. Not that I don't remember them, I do! Somehow, the forgetful me can remember many things they did and many things we did. Just by their laughter, I can already remember them.

And yet and yet and yet...I don't know which is harder, me to leave or them to leave. When I just left for NS which is only 3 months, I had shed tears and cried silently.

Having a bold front was not a difficult task. Sad but true, I can be as strong as possible, or the other way round. Usually I end up consoling others, instead of we consoling each other.

Had a message from Caris today. Don't know if she received mine. Was touched by what she said. David already sent his long time ago.

Years gone by, I felt that I have mellowed down a lot. Imagination now takes only 10% of my usual demeanour. Most of the time, I am either too practical or too serious. I still can make people laugh, of course, but just too serious. Or at least I think of it this way.

Remembered the song that featured in Casper soundtrack sang by Jordan Hill: "Remember Me This Way"...

Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found

I know you can't stay
A part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
If life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
And If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
For ever more a part of me you're everywhere
I'll always care

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
If life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
And if you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side in all you do
And I won't ever leave as long as you believe
You just believe...

Well, not exactly the farewell song since she was talking bout Casper. I wished that I could do more for all that left and leaving. I wished.

Night falls
The moon rises
Like a young girl
Shy of her features
The clouds are her fan
The veil for her to dance

I sit by the sill
As the world slowly
Walks as time turns
Discreetly singing
"Tick, tock, tick"

My fingers touched the dust
Time can only accumulate
Tears fell none
Memories sprang up

I thought I would be strong
But its harder to bear
Silently I wished
This will pass soon
This farewell
This tear drop

Gently the wind passes by
Ruffling leaves of sweetness
Of encouragement and love
You were precious
A gem and a pearl
The world can't buy

Au revoir,
Knowing I mayn't see you
Destiny unpredicting
I only hope
I may see again
Your smile
Your love
The blessing from on high
Fingerprints of a gentle Creator

Maybe one day
You may tap me on the shoulder
"Remember me?"
Longing for that day
I will wait
Fingers crossed
I will wait
No more tears
I will wait...

©Danielle Avril; I Will Wait. All Rights Reserved.

Ahn nyung hi ka se yo, chingoo! (Goodbye, friend!)

::Day and night I'll stick with GOD;I've got a good thing going and I'm not letting go::

Lee Hom - Forever Love

爱你,
不是因为你的美和影
我越来越爱你,
每个眼神触动我的心
因为你让我看见forever
才了解自己,
未来这些日子要好好珍惜

爱我
有些痛苦有些不公平
如果真的爱我
不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我耳边
像微风深情温柔的安抚,
我的不安定所以
我要每年研究你的笑容
wo~~
多么自然

forever love
forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后,
你会是所有
幸福的理由

爱情,
是场最美最远的旅行
沿途遇经泥泞
偶尔阻碍我们的前进
感到你的体温在我怀里
像阳光和煦
巧妙的熔化我的不安定
不可思议
证明我爱你的理由
wo
多么自然

你感动的眼睛,
我沉默的声音,
仿佛就是最好的证明就
让我再说一次
ilove you ~~
直到永远

oh
forever love
forever love
forever love







::Day and night I'll stick with GOD;I've got a good thing going and I'm not letting go::

Make It A Habit To Do So

We often need some form of motivation to get us moving. Discipline is a trait one seem hard to master. Maybe it is just me.

Will keep this short. I have to keep all my blogging short now...mustn't be less serious. Time waits for no man, as they say.

Found a new Korean show. Had a glimpse of the show before when it was screened on TV2. This time I had the chance to watch the whole 20 episodes. "Lovers In Paris" is actually, to my unexpectation, a very charming, nice show with nice endings; no dead wife or fiancee. It's something like "Successful Story of a Bright Girl" only a more mature cast and no bankrupt actor, only a singer boss who fell in love with a very strange girl. Good watch. That was practically all that I was doing when I went back to Teluk Intan for Chinese New Year hols. Stayed up late at night just to try to finish the series...alas, I did not, though we had the chance to watch the last episode, which was really sweet. Funny, I thought that my relatives would be more serious. Addictive it seems, Korean shows.

Bad side of CNY? This stray mongrel that kept running into my uncle's house cause my cousins gave her so much of affection...That dog ruined my slippers which I had to throw away, so if anyone see me with new shoes, don't ask me for the evidence. My left slipper was the only one 'de-strapped' among all the other shoes. Others were clean and nice. Maybe my slipper design reminded her of spaghetti perhaps?

3 more days to Australian Goodbye.



::Day and night I'll stick with GOD;I've got a good thing going and I'm not letting go::

Tiring Journey

Walking, walking...I thought I would never reach the end of the road.

On this journey, I thank God that I am able to keep my eyesight well. Not only that, I thank God that He provided music to my ears.

Stressed up. Feel like giving up, fall sick and not report. Sit down beside the road. Is there a bench or a bed for me to lie down?

Come to Me all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.

Clicked on Deb's new blog.

The familiar twang and the electric guitar started to raise my spirit again.

I am falling to my knees
I need You Lord to breathe in me
My prayer is still the same
My heart is calling out Your name...

I was tired. I did not wake up in the morning and spend time with God for the past 5 days! This road was weary and long...

Let go and let God.

I can let God but I couldn't let go. I still held on. Tried to relax, I couldn't let go of my worries.

Sweet anointing fill this place
I am found in Your embrace..

I needed God's new touch again. My spirit and body is as weak and dry as a dead creek. I found that He was always there, wanting to take my burdens for me.

Rain down on me
Rain down on me
Here in Your presence I am free
Pour down like rain
Come and touch me again
Lord let Your presence fall on me...

I felt less burdened...I feel more freedom...No more weighs on my legs. The journey had seemed shorter...

Print...print...print...

"Yes! I finally finished! OH THANK GOD..."

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This Bio project is really getting on my nerves.



::Day and night I'll stick with GOD;I've got a good thing going and I'm not letting go::