Farewell Meanwell

Due to my grotesque habit of coming online and "connect oneself with the Internet"... it isn't healthy to be spending so much time of things that seem trivial now. Yes, unfortunately, I must study hard to get As for my STPM to enter into a good uni to do a good course that I want to do...or at least I hope to do.

So I should try to not update this fair blog anymore until the day speaketh of itself...

Here goes...

I realised that my leaders might be reading this site...what would they say if they saw Tik?? Hahaha...so embarassing...

And oh and oh...I musn't waste my time...tsk tsk tsk...

Yes..this is my STPM schedule

9/11 - Bio 1 (multiple choice) 8.00-9.45 am
10/11 - Bio 2 (structure & essay) 2.00-4.30 pm
11/11 - Mathematics T1 8.00-11.00 am
14/11 - Pengajian Am 1 (multiple choice) 8.00-10.00 am
15/11 - Pengajian Am 2 (essay & graph) 8.00-11.00 am
16/11 - Mathematics T2 2.00-5.00 pm
17/11 - Chemistry 1 (multiple choice) 2.00-3.45 pm
21/11 - Chemistry 2 (structure and essay) 8.00-10.30 am

Dreadful dreadful...but time must come where STPM must come though I will dread it...sigh....scary scary...

So I must take this time to apologise to all...thank you my faithful readers and encourager...you have made me very glad indeed. Perhaps I might blog before I start to release my stress...I do not know. I will be grateful that if you will pray for me in this area of...

1. Health - pray that I won't get sick....to fall sick to STPM isn't a cup of tea you know!

2. Discipline & Concentration - pray that I will maintain all integrity and willpower and sanity to work hard and work smart...

3. Good memory - Yeah...we all need it for exams...right?

So so anyway...yeah...would really appreciate you guys n gals who will pray for me...love ya lots...haahhaha...

Okay, back to some more interesting stuff...

Oh yeah....for those to come back in Spring...I mean January...I will have a surprise packed for you! I hope I have a surprise to pack for you...tee hee...but if you will continue to hold on to your seats and your good faith in me...then do come back yeah in time for my unravelling mysterious blog...hehehe...

Should I put in a picture? AIks.

Would yoi lik' to hav' sum? It's a bit o' mixture o' fresh chili n' sum' sambal belacan...I tink.



Ooh..this is during Planet Shakers conference...erm...let me see...from left to right..lyvia, chad and sylvia... dunno why picture so ugly after compressing...

see you lah...bye bye!

+But me, I'm not giving up. I'm sticking around to see what GOD will do. I'm waiting for God to make things right. My God will hear me.+

Cacat.

Who Am I???

So irritated with my mulut besar plastered on my small face...cacat.


+But me, I'm not giving up. I'm sticking around to see what GOD will do. I'm waiting for God to make things right. My God will hear me.+

Just You Wait!

I feel like stepping unto the stairway like Eliza Doolittle and look back menancingling at STPM...

Just you wait STPM, just you wait!
You'll be sorry, but your tears'll be too late!
You'll be finish and I'll have freedom.
Will I help you? Don't be funny. Just you wait, STPM, just you wait!...
Then they'll march you, STPM to the wall
And the King will tell me: 'Bekah, sound the call.'
As they raise their rifles higher, I'll shout 'Ready! Aim! Fire!'
Oh-ho-ho, STPM, Down you'll go, STPM.
Just you wait!

Haha.

Trials are over...makes it more pleasant..

Fail chemistry! ! !

SIgh...oh well...

Wah gua gua...I am delighted...

And still no scanner and photoshop..darn.

I got an idea for the XYZ Camp Video...

Starting by the video of pre-camp...people preparing for camp, signing up for camp...yada yada...we never get to really see the preparation behind camp...then we should do all sorts of nonsense...yada yada...

Got a lot of things to say...but gee...I can't remember...

And meanwhile...AHahahaha...Tik Tik Tik....so duh...only I like his looks...ahahaha...yeng what...

Well...whatever u think...li qin n sherry...i still think he is really 'yeng'...


yeng...


yeng yeng


yeng yeng yeng


yeng yeng yeng yeng!!!

ahahaha....i won't put up pics for li qin n sherry this time...maybe i should compile a list...ahaahahahahaha....

i know nick, u might say i siao liao....ahahahhaa...release stress.


+But me, I'm not giving up. I'm sticking around to see what GOD will do. I'm waiting for God to make things right. My God will hear me.+

Exams

So for the whole of next week and next next week ...I wont be coming online to talk to you or to blog...yupz...TRIALS are here and i dont like it.

Please pray...thanks!

16/9: PA2 & MUET 4
19/9: Bio 2 & MUET 3
20/9: Maths T2 & PA1
21/9: Chem 1 & 2
22/9: Maths T1 & Bio 1


+But me, I'm not giving up. I'm sticking around to see what GOD will do. I'm waiting for God to make things right. My God will hear me.+

Tough

I spent pre-Merdeka celebrations reading the maps of United States and England. US has many states with towns of the same name...too many Jacksons around?

Tsk tsk.

No. I just happened to pour through them...cause I wanted to know where New Orleans is (you know, if you've been following up on the news...Katrina the Hurricane) Malaysia is still nice.


Is this what tough truly means? - pic from GI

Tough times never last, but tough people do.

Oh yeah...I've been through tough times...these times seemed so superficial, when I look back at them, I felt as if all that was a joke of some century, like things Siu Fai would mutter.

It's not only tough...it was then I thought I could never rise again. Morally wounded, betrayed and emotionally shattered...

What kept me on?

What kept you on through tough times?

Where do I go from here?
What is the path I have to take?
I need You to shine the way for me...

In case you don't know...I'm not going through a tough time. Not the major kinds. Just exam-tough times...yeah. That's all. So, I'm fine. Just thought I raised that question. :) Cheers.



+But me, I'm not giving up. I'm sticking around to see what GOD will do. I'm waiting for God to make things right. My God will hear me.+