Wednesday

爱情多角恋 (Love And It's Many Points)

When we (which include some guys who do) watch all those love stories, especially Korean and Taiwan dramas, we would see an array of characters...the good-looking, proud but would change to humble because of true love; the strong-willed one who would cry because of true love; the bystander who cannot decide whether to fight or to let go; and the broken-hearted who would go all lengths to keep her love...

SO TYPICAL...

Yet, we like it so much. If it's not the stars, it would be because of the show. I didn't start watching "Prince Turn Into Frog" because I think Ming Dao is good-looking. He wasn't. Kinda grows while watching. I watch it because it's like a Korean show! :) And I love Korean shows except for a few. Yay yay.

And there is an alternate ending to that show, which ends perfectly like a Korean drama. So typical.

Can I ask a question, why people like scandalous shows, controversial movies, 3,4-pointed love and fairytale like story?

Imagine this scenario:

"I think it's time we settle things. I'll bring the papers to you tomorrow."

She tried to speak but could not. She know he must go because there is nothing else she can do. True love, does it exist? Her eyes brimmed with tears. She only wished times were a bit more different.

"If I became the most infamous and poorest person in the whole world, would you still marry me?" "Of course, you silly. That's what love is all about." "If I end up in a coma, would you still love me?" "Of course, I would love you more. Through sickness and health, remember?"

Whatever happened to those sweet nothings?

Then why is this happening?

闭上眼默念3遍
Call my name 我就出现
有时候寂寞难掩
像不醒的梦魇
闭着眼数到3遍
你应该要出现
但你却又食言
不在我身边

I close my eyes and count to three, you should be there for me, but you broke your promise...

That's the sad truth.

And we are all dreaming for a better tomorrow. A better ending...just like a fairytale...to live happily ever after.

我愿变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局

Lalala...

Just thinking of the love the world paints and dreams. :)

Ending liao.

Monday

疯狂

On another drama craze...only this time is Taiwanese!

I could never believe that I would actually like a Taiwanese show till 疯狂(crazy). I mean, look at Meteor Garden...it's stupid...look at other Taiwan show...哭哭啼啼 (cry cry cry)...this show is like Korean show hahaha...so like Korean show cause it follows the same plot (so I heard) from a Korean drama called "Save The Last Dance"

If those people chase after these kind of dramas, you might probably know that Taiwan show which had higher ratings than Meteor Garden... :) In Chinese it's called '王子变青蛙' (Prince Turn Into Frog)

Sorrylerr guys...I just like dramas like that...it's not because the main actor is good-looking cause he is not bad lah...after looking at him for quite some time..look quite good lerr...anywayz.

It could be draggy at some parts but definitely much more bearable than Stairway to Heaven if you ask me. Very much more bearable. Besides, the OST is cool...Very very nice. Though I somehow think 183 Club looks gay. (Just looks only) and I keep wondering why in the world are they always singing together with 7F ... (look at their songs. All together one.)

This Taiwan show is a good watch. Why? Because the guy is cute. Really. He is. Funny like Taiwan humor...got all those sound effects which my sister absolutely hates. Romantic story, typical one lah...and it's like a Korean show. :) Besides, the acting doesn't suck like some Taiwan show, though most of the actors and actresses are singers (183 Club & 7F...what's so not surprising about?) And nice soundtrack. I give 4.5 out of 5. Not full because some parts are so fake even I raised my eyebrows to it. But those are very minor ones.

Now the cast of the main characters and part of the two three-pointed love. Sigh...typical.

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From clockwise: 7F's Joyce (赵虹桥) , 183Club/5566 Sam (王绍伟), 7F's Joe (陈乔恩) and of course the main main main guy 183 Club Matthew/Ming Dao (明道) who is the heartthrob of Joe lerr...and the show, which makes him more popular than the rest of the bandmembers. Atleast they can act and sing, unlike F4. :)

And 183 Club is again acting in another show called The Magicians Of Love airing on 8TV @ 7.00 PM...not that I'm watching that one. Ming Dao also acted in the show which Cyndi Wang Xin Lin also acted in ... the天国的嫁衣. (Some french name which I lazy to copy...showing on 8TV @ 4.oo pm on Sats and Suns)

There's one MTV from both these two groups, their song is one in the soundtrack, name as "闭上眼默念三遍" Or in English "Call My Name".

http://www.53331.com/mymtv/4388/6818.htm (Mind you, the last part kena cut off..bleh.)

:) Enjoy. Really, it's a nice song. And a nice show!

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Don't know why all the pictures so small... :(

Watch the MTV if you got time lerr. :) Then you can see better.

If you can't read the Chinese, which I don't know why can't it publish?! Which is frustrating..then read the English lerr.. OOH..right click, go to ENCODING and then change to UNICODE...then you can read the Chinese. Yay yay.

Thursday

Spring

I had a meaningful conversation yesterday with a friend. It made me think why I do the things I do.

Though I had left the conversation broken and depressed, I ran to my source for renewing and solitude. So I feel better. For those who read my Spirit blog you would probably see the agony of the last post.

I guess sometimes we see life as so tough, so crazy and believe me, it is. All our lives, we want to run to a place where we could only imagine about fields of daisy or endless boundaries...freedom and peace.

This noise that fills up our ears just doesn't allow us to hear what's really important. All the glittering lights, all the loud fanfare, beautiful appartitions, and paper confettis just coloured our world so much, till we see them as just a dull greyscale.

My friend spoke honestly to me and said that I think too much. I had to agree. I always do. It's in my nature.

I want to stand on top of a cliff and just let the breeze envelope me in its coldness, in its embrace. Like a song that describes how a winter fog surrounds like a big coat, that's what I want to experience.

My mind can travel so far cause I have seen much, but my mind can travel further. Then, I will think, think, think.

Yet, yet, yet...it's like a Chinese fan slowly opening and revealing the art within its wings, I have so much to learn, so much to un-think, so much to re-think. My thoughts are the closest to me. I whisper to myself using my thoughts. I speak to my Heavenly Father using my thoughts. I have so much to memorise, every smell, every taste, every sight, every sound...but without that kind of ultimate peace in my heart, all that would become bitter and ugly. Like a great masterpiece distorted and mutilated.

I can smile experiencing peace and restfulness amidst this colourful parade of life and its people. Where there is black, there will be the sound of a creek of gentle flowing water, reminding me of continuance of life. Where there is blue, there will be a field of lilies bursting forth in their fragrance and it would be the smell of love, joy and hope.

In the fullness of joy, there is hope. In the fullness of joy, there is that undeniable peace. In the fullness of joy, there is the source of spring. And then, it would be spring all over again. Winter would cease, the last snowflake would melt into life-giving H2O, and mankind can all come out to roll in the sun, forgetting about their worries, their woes, their future, their past and their present.

Is it possible? Well, there is the season of Spring. So, why not?


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It's a time where I put my thoughts into words and become a little more grateful about blessings in life. Reflection and a smile always works. :) It doesn't make sense but it's something I want to share. I haven't write properly in a long time!

Lastly...

Siu Fai drew this a while back when we had a competition. I can't remember who gave him the idea.

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"Concerned parents finally found a way around a Penang school's regulation against meeting their children during recess..." Signboard says: "NO PARENTS"

I crumpled the paper before I scanned it.

And this is my cousin sister Zara...during CNY...haha. quite long ago. I know.

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All I want for Christmas is my two front teeth...and it grew! XD

Wednesday

Conflicted Heart

Checked my UPU results. Was quite...no, VERY surprised that I actually got my first choice. Does that mean that not many people do multimedia? Hmm...

I'm still choosing UCTI...scholarship wey.

Nearly wanted to do both degrees...I must have been a little bit nuts in the head.

I was at my most quiet self during church on Saturday. Decided to be a bit more reflective and self-evaluating. It does feel soothing, to not speak for a while.

Ah, think too much till I wake up in the middle of the night, unaware of what dreams have provoke me to open my eyes and still realise that I am still laying on my bed.

And the clock shows a time. Not my wake-up call.

Sleep again.

Yeah, had some things to run through in my mind...

Most prob I would be less reflective and more talkative again.

Maybe not.

Transfer

Since the doctor gave me MC for the whole week, so basically I'm just sitting at home and resting. As in really resting...no swimming (not that I swim THAT regularly), no eating prawn crackers or popcorn (sigh), no laughing at a mad cow (cause I still can't grin even.), sleeping sleeping and eating medicine, drinking water...sigh.

And it's only a nose surgery. Which in turn affects the ENT area, yah yah I get it.

Oh well, it's not that un-blissful...I get to play my guitar, to get used to the steel strings, to hear the sound which can get annoying after a while. I should change my strings...and that would mean cash out of the pocket again.

And I cannot get stressed up. Talk about missing part of my life here! Although yes it's stressful, but I do miss the stress. :P Yes, yes, you all would be gaping and would be like "what-the..." but it works well with my future career! :)

Talking bout my career...the only thing I worry about is whether I would be able to reach my goals...ah, worry kills me. So, forget about it.

Oh, for music junkies and jammers, there's a place near errm...Crystal Crown Hotel, and it's a cool place, used to sell this wood tiles, so the interior is quite nice...oh, where am I? Anywayz.

It's a nice place for you all to jam cause they have a room, acoustically sound and instruments available, and to even do recording. Yup, ain't kidding you. It's a small, new music school and the guy who opens it works in 8TV as one of the key audio fella...I think. And all that jamming is only bout RM25? So, it's really worth it.

Shop name: Music Mart
Tel. no: Will let you all know later. Teehee...

Besides, they also have classes taught by pros at not-those-good-grief-expensive prices. Yeah.

Yah, promo done.

Suddenly very lazy to do anything else. Gosh, I hope this won't follow me to school!! I mean, uni.

Anyway UCTI stands for Asia Pacific Uni College of Tech & Innovation. Unlike APIIT but close enough. :)

And no, I can't go out. Though today's my sister's birthday!! *beaming.

Sunday

Resting

So surgery was over.

Bloody bloody surgery..

And I think I have a small scar at the bottom of my nose.

Oh well.

Everyone has been pretty sweet, asking me how's my nose and stuff like that...

Hai Sheng came back from US, though didn't really catch up with him. Rushing off to reunion and he was busy with reunion too. :)

Got lost a little getting to Meng Yit's place. Thank God we found it and Siu Fai and I didn't stress up.

I must sound like a weirdo cause I spoke tad bit too soft till I guess some have to learn to read lips. :) Contrast to my normal loud voice.

Though I might sound a lil annoying.

So now I'm resting and resting and resting.

Feel like sleeping again. *yawn.

Basically, I am fine, just awfully tired and I can't yawn with my mouth wide open. I can't talk too loud without sounding rude. I can't laugh too much. I can't smile too wide...and my nose weighs a tonne. So yeah..

Besides, why does my classmates think that I am going to US to study?

Weird.
:)

Can't smile too much in person, so all the smiley face lerr... :P

Tuesday

Shift Your Fears

Tomorrow will be a happy day and also a nervous day.

Ever heard of a deviated septum?

Monday was my first ever hearing those words...much less reading it.

They say that surgery can help fix the problem.

I hope it does. I PRAY it does!

It's scary, it's really really daunting. I have not been under a knife since Form 2...like quite some years ago.

No, I did not get punched. I just tried to learn ballet. Act graceful and that's what you get. I think that's what caused it lerr..but it could be my braces for all I know.

A perfectly looking nose but the septum is bent.


If you don't understand what was I trying to say...read this:
http://www.intelihealth.com/IH/ihtIH/WSIHW000/9339/9816.html

(Lazy to write codes right now.)

Enoch said it sounds painful. I am just hoping I don't wake up in the middle of the operation. I would rather die.

So, laughter and jokes, please keep it till after bout 2 weeks. Sorry Sherry, but this is necessary. And everyone else, be prepared to stick with my moody face for now. And no pushing my face...or punching or whatever. YOu will pay for my medical fees.

Man, I hope I don't need to have rhinoplasty after that.

Anyway, just to let you all know. I will still be there for BBQ but not for Futsal..sorry DJ CGians, futsal a bit too rough for me. :) Besides, I would still be stuck in the hospital, looking like Rudolph.

Pray for me yeah? Thanks!

[edit]: Forgot to mention. Surgery's on Thursday, staying in hospital from tomorrow night onwards till Saturday. So that's why cross my fingers so that I can get to go for reunion. And what else? Oh, the hospital is DSH (Damansara Specialist Hospital). Don't tell me if the hospital is lousy or whatever. It doesn't matter. I just want this be done and over with. The happy thing? I'm getting my pride and joy tomorrow!

Saturday

Sunflower

Okay, I'm running out of ideas to name my post title. You got a problem? What if it doesn't match?

Anywayz.

Just reminicising...I don't want to learn too much French phrases cause a supposedly French guy nearly went into my ignorant list and yeah, it could be my loss...never mind if you don't get it. It's just loud thinking.

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*bleh.

Oh noooo! I have become quite speechless nowadays. One is caused by David Lim, the other is caused by Paulynn Dong, and the next could be from Sherry Wong! Tsk tsk. At least the first two make me wanted to whack them, but couldn't cause they are not in Malaysia, so I became speechless...sigh.

Leroy's birthday coming up...classic year. Hmm...so what should I get him? No, he doesn't read my blog at all. Ideas? :)

Sherry misses my madness...how come ah? Was I even mad? Maybe in school, got a little unscrewed nuts in my head...oh well..today's also a happy day. *beaming. Hope it's happy happy all the way! Okay...beginning to sound like Li Qin.

AH, I miss my classmates. Yay yay, get to see them the next Saturday! :) *beam

Thursday

O Clock Why Did You Turn Around?

My PC clock is like backwards...It's like staying in India time but going in Malaysian hours. So, that's why I had to reset my clock and then only my MSN & Yahoo! can work. Sigh. So ma-fan.

Yesterday was quite awesome. I went to my uni for the very first time...and it was uber cool! No, not because of the guys though D was teasing me about it. The whole place, though small, just looks amazingly awesome...I mean, with the sun roof and all...okay, I may hate the place in a few months time. Hehe...

So, anywayz..

Watched 'Over The Hedge' yesterday. Goodness gracious. It was a great fun movie...you could really laugh. And always watch on Wednesdays cause it only cost RM 7 per person! Haha...and truth is, I like GSC better than TGV. Hehe..not too cold for freezing. :)

Got a few new things hehe...which some of you like LEROY and SIU FAI...would probably be the first guys to notice one of them. And oh, don't mention girls like PAULYNN. So, we see which side win first? :)

Shh...don't ruin the surprise. It's not fancy, and I still got to pay for it, but oh well, at least it's in my list of things to get. :)

No, no guesses. No, it's not my pride and joy. I won't go shopping without my best girl w.team buddy, yeah, Dong? :)

*beaming. Today is a happy day. Yesterday is a happy day. It's like celebrating my birthday. Hehe...