Honestly, when I was helping out the LOUD! concert in Dream Centre yesterday, I saw the XYZ Worship Team members up on stage leading worship and honestly, though I find Siu Fai's fedora/trilby hat reminded me so much of TobyMac , somehow I have this tiny tiny voice within me that said "I miss being up there."
this is tobymac.
pictures from itickets.com and trueartist.org
I know, I know. Don't point your fingers at me.
It's wrong. It's right. It's itching.
I enjoy and don't enjoy being on stage, using my talents.
I'm not perfect. I do get a little desire now and then to want to show off.
Yah yah..like I have anything to show off.
Juwita Suwito was superb though. That humbled me a bit.
Or not.
Just made me wanted to go and train my voice, write more songs and smile more.
Not bad, not bad. At least I want to improve.
So I'm not really ready for big stage. I got a mind of my own and sometimes I like to sing things my way. Yeah, not very submissive. But I think it would be good to start again. Just to humble myself. Funny how you need to be up to be humbled.
On the other hand, I wrote a funeral song.
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Yeah, sounds morbid. Not really.
p/s: when I said that SF's fedora/trilby reminded me of TobyMac, it's not a bad thing. In fact, he looks really cool in it. (will show the picture if I ever get my hands on any picture of the night concert) Like TobyMac. But of course got his own style lah...(after he feel a little "compared" :P) So, Siu Fai, keep up the good fashion sense! :P
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